hello

2.39

2012-01-12T10:39:00.001-08:00

its 2.39am. and ya.. i have to wake up at 6.30 later.. seriously ? and i have to drive to ss15 .. fucking serious ? yes.. have to study .. money paid. no give up and no lazy mood on this sem.. found the feeling today during advance class. after 1 year. the feeling make me feel interesting on tat class.. i sure wont skip any of advance function class.. bring it on .. see who better. mom just opened my room asking me why i haven sleep . how i gonna answer her tat i might not going to sleep ..
but now i worrying how i gonna drive tml if i dun sleep. fuck this shit(worry-ness) or fuck tat shit ( class)? will think bout it later then.. haha .. time to find others stuff to spend my lovely awesome time..

another lesson of life

2012-01-12T10:26:00.001-08:00

when human grow up . things will change. things will always changing out of your expectation and it could be even worse than your imagination . nothing will remain the same. car drive long period will broke and will not as nice as new. human will change and will never be the same as the 1st time u meet the person . last time i always thought that HALF of human will appreciate things and being thankful. and another half is those bitchy. but after long period i face the world. i realized the worlds ain't as simple as i thought . i found that lots of people always remember what u did badly and take the advantage to scold or insult you .and they never remember what you had actually done awesomely . maybe i am one of these person as well. and i just din realize bout it. btw.. screw it. all i can say is. no matter how well you have done in your life. but once u did wrongly for a small thing. guess what ? prepare for insult by others. practice make perfection . so listen more insult from others. so u can being perfect and no feeling toward all insult from people.. haha.. ftw

2011-12-15T11:10:00.000-08:00

next week is her study leave. i keep asking me to minimize our conversation and cut down our video calling time so she can study well and concentrate.. ** hopefully it can work **
well. i at here to pray her good luck in exam.. and wish her friend would stop giving her problems.
it's damn fucking annoying for her. i understand how it feel when your brain is frustrating with another problems . i had it too..
seriously. stop being immature and stop showing off .. who cares ? who really appreciate your good ?
damn.. i sleep better now..

a bad night

2011-12-13T09:05:00.000-08:00

was very good at the day.. just i thought. until just now she told me everything she felt.
i feel very bad now.. i dun even noe i should go to bed or what now..
dun even noe i wanna post this .. mayb i wan let her to see it?
yes i m .. i wan her to see this..
all her words are hurt.. very hurt..
but doesn't matter.. cause i love her..
i know i feel hurt because i feel sweet from her before.
i know i feel sad because i feel happy with her before..
so ya.. just wanna let her know tat.
once an idiot. always an idiot

To alicia.

2011-12-12T04:14:00.001-08:00

i don't know when you will reading this. but it doesn't matter.
i have something wanna tell you.
i met a girl and i know her. i fall to her and i love her.
i willing to do everything to her even it's impossible to do it.
she is swan , i am duck.
she are beautiful and has lots of friend.
she wears dress , i wear night guard shirt.
i always tried my best to fulfill her even i know its difficult.
im a guy. when i see some others guy look match with her or get close to her. i will feel jealous.
when i feel jealous , i will find her to talk bout it.
i always voice out some words tat hurt her.
and i always put my fist on the wall.
because of her.
i understand i should stop being selfish for make myself look man.
i understand she is more important than my facey or my look.
when she angry , my sorry are useless.
i will call her phone. she sure will ends my call.
but it's okay.
i will call her again. if one time she didn't answers .
i will call again. and again.
no matter how bad the future will be , how difficult i have to go .
i still will stand big in front of her .
to protect her from car , rain , hurricane or thunder storm.
i wont let myself down because when she needs some body to rely on.
i will tell her that i am always here for her.
and i want to tell you , Alicia Ooi Lei Har , I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU !
you are the girl i met , i know and i love .

from your most idiotic lover , Loh Yoon Hee

sorry

2011-12-12T00:13:00.000-08:00

sorry sorry sorry sorry.. the worse is i dunno i done it wrongly.. im sorry to you ..
i willing to come out and work for u .. and wat i said bout the salary is true.. that is call fitter as engineer .
using their life to work.. if you lost it cause of me.. i will come out and work for you ..
I WILL TAKE MY WORD.
.
lastly.. im sorry .

bad bad bad

2011-12-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

had an accident at the highway of going up to genting.. benz gone! life still here.. haiz.. feel suck

2011-12-02T09:47:00.000-08:00

i trust you more than others. i never think that you will out of the line..
the one i dun trust not you. but why u want me to not to worry if i trust you ?
you are the most damn important thing i ever have and the only i have.
seriously sick of this. we argue cox of the person.
we have different point of view. we trying to figure out how and why.
actually you are right. i should trust you .. right ? i try my best ba. love you .

last day of NOV

2011-11-29T08:29:00.000-08:00

just started the last day of november.
i know i know . it's my english final exam today yet i'm writing english as practice.
slept 1 hour just now with Alicia. but i woke up on time. tried to call her. no one picking up. means she is sleeping soundly. must be a tired day. ** heart feels bad**
created a quote . hahah..

people always say, when you are drunk, all the words you said is true and real. but , from the first day I in love with you , i already drunk .

uncle house

2011-11-23T08:46:00.000-08:00

at uncle 7 house now. its huge and awesome house. but i have to stuck in the study room to study for my tml unit test and final for english.. damn . she very stress and tired. cause her bad mood. hopefully she can get through everything even final exam.. pray for her. ><

sunday

2011-11-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

sunday ! another sunday.. mean another weekend just ended..

did nothing much today. just helped her on port folio and my assignment.

what a lazy day. i felt sleepy right now.

just 11pm plus

but what im tired . i guess so . at my uncle 7 house now. all sleeping,. except me just done my hawaii assignment.

how awesome life would be if human no need to sleep. but i don't wish that would happens. never.

i always think deeply and feel deeply what i have to do and what is going on during at night right before i sleep. but too much of things. too less of times.

i need a supporter . an energy sources . im just too lazy. haiz.

lazy sunday...

2011-11-19T12:10:00.000-08:00

just had a call with alicia aka my dear.

talked bout issue of money. we had different opinion on money and future.

she gave me her advise . thx to her. make me feel better some how.

friday.!

2011-11-18T17:46:00.000-08:00

batu cave ? heard be4 la.
but never go there be4. until yesterday.
went there for work . walk all the way to the top.
the views on the top is awesome. the air is fresh.
stayed on the top for a while. then went down back to work.
ermmm. cant even talk to her for the whole day. abit disappointed.
but however. work is work. so ya. is okay.
time to save money!!! i have a bigger plan !! a bigger plan !

2011-11-10T04:36:00.000-08:00

ermm.... PLAN 2 !!! START !!!!!

2011-11-09T13:57:00.001-08:00

where is the love me and you ? i know its there.. just i hurt it.
i will take it out back. alicia. i want you to love me back .

problems

2011-11-09T03:52:00.001-08:00

having a critical time now with her.
i can feel tat she really want break up. but im the one begging around.
i can see tat my feeling toward her is right. just the way i doing is wrong.
im controlling too much and forcing too much .
its hard for me to face her now. cause i felt bad everytime i look at her.
i need someone 1 to share this feeling. usually i will share everything with her. but now
finally i facing a problem between me and her.
so i just come here and say everything out.
i just need 1 more chance .

alicia. ytds night i think back all the memory tat i spent with you. i felt so nice.
im sorry for those bad thing i had done to you. please give me your hand once again. i swear to u .
i will appreciate this chance and do it right.
i still in love with you

21 month

2011-11-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

already with you 21month lu.. haha.. happy monthsary ..

the feeling

2011-10-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

how i gonna describe it ?
i trying to do everything . but why i just cant. bcoz i not good enuf ?
i trying to give all the time i have to you . trying to get all the things i feel suit u and just hope can always make u happy.
just now u off-ed yr phone. and i tried to call u .
and ya. i cant call. the feeling seriously suck. i reli hope i din done the mistake. i just not good enough.
i wish i have a system tat show what i good in and what i suck on . so i can improve myself.
i always want to be good enuf for you . be the one helping you in everywhere everything everytime.

even i cant b perfect. but i still will being ME !

education not reli well. just like a car without petrol now. haiz.
have to pump up my mood again.. but how ?

Tough guy

2011-10-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

every boy want to be tough guy . none of them want to be girlish or so called " sissy"
boy always think that a tough guy must be tall. fit . muscular.
some of boy will think that have to be rich , good in alcohol , smoking , fighting or gaming.
today i went to sunway pyramid with my gf . she HAVE TO go SP and skipped her class just to buy TEE for her classmate. ALL OF THEM 28 people.
AND YA!!! she is ALONE.
when i with her at SP. in my mind was counting how many guys in her class? why none of them coming to helps her? she already in charge of doing all the things for YED . and now she have to spend her time for buying TEE instead of RESTing..
oh . come on guys , do you all have nuts ? or i should say BALLS ?
muscular ? rich ? handsome ? smart ? but none of them can do the leadership . none of them can come buy the TEE. none of them can cooperate ?
TRY TO GO OUT and Shows to people yours muscle and ya.. remember to tell them you cant buy tee for class and needed a small girl to helps.

ALICIA !!! i know you will read this. if you feel like. just go show to yr classmate k ? if they found any mistake of this post. tell me. i will correct it and make my ENGLISH even better. so the massage of this post will be more clear and more easily to be understand.

Motivation talk !!

2011-09-19T04:26:00.000-07:00

attended a workshop named as Motivation talk and title of the talk is "YOU CAN !!" by Mr.D
get to know that Mr.D was the best lecturer at Canadian Pre-U last sems and he taught International Business . but sadly to hear that start from this sems he had upgraded to higher place and no needs to teaching student.
before today i was invited by Wan Xiang- one of my course-mate. He said that this talk is very important and awesome talk . so i have made my mind to go for the talk and find out how awesome it will be.
reached the entrance of the hall at 11am sharp. met Soon at there and we went into the hall together. everyone who going in will get 3 paper and in front of the paper have a number . i got number 8 .
Mr.D played a Slide show about his life. i felt touch after the slide. then he played a video clip that is " i got a feeling - black eyed peas ( concert ) " . the video made me felt interested about the talk .
No one can stop you except you stop yourself.
" you aren't better than others , everyone is equal"
life is just like a boomerang . what you have done to people. it will come back to you . no matter it's good or bad.
Talk to the mirror and say I LOVE YOU to yourself. cause you are EVERYTHING to yourself.
before end of the talk. he chose some number and he gave a book that wrapped by present paper. my number 8 was so luckily got listed out. and i got a book title is " The Last Lecturer" i gonna read it FINISH !!!
Mr.D !! Now i know why you were the BEST LECTURER at CPU! You are awesome.
thanks you for motivated me.!!!

18month

2011-08-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

yeah.. 18 months le.. we both is fighting hard for education.. me .. putting my best into every class.. just hope can have a better future.. 18 month.. guess wat..a long time huh ..
lots thing happened.. sad , happy , hurt , love , enjoy and much much more ..
so fast .. we both oso masuk college le.
sorry dear.. i din get anything for u this month..
bad ..

but i wanna tell u alicia.. i love you.. i reli do love you . muacks

just another day

2011-08-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

started feel tired..
cause of study ? or cause of sleepless?
still can pay attention during class at morning..
still can drive safe to reach college..
always day dreaming when nothing to do ..
don't feel like searching any others activity to do ..
but i will just open my eyes , staring at something with white in color and star my day dreaming..
education so far so good.. hope can be good until the end of semester !
saving money .. next target ! trip time.. hahaha

JUST ANOTHER WEEK..

2011-07-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

past my another week at college life.. but my feeling just like secondary school.. having fixed time table daily.. mayb its a chance for me to get serious .. since i had wasted my secondary school and felt regret..
thx god..
this week did nothing much .. but for her.. went to lakeside for her..
i noe after her class start.. thing might get difference.. cause we might cant meet each others often ..
so i will appreciate everytime we meet.. <3
wont waste any more time by doing nothing..
all i have now is family , education , her and my friends..
i will study hard.. improve myself to another level..
no give up ..

To alicia..
thx you for your support ..
thx you for staying with me..
im just a dumb person tat love staying with u ..
<3 ..

23/7/2011

2011-07-23T11:38:00.000-07:00

!!! ALICIA!!!
today schedule OUT OUT OUT!!!
totally different with what i had planned the day before !!!
but still ok la.. SO FAR SO GOOD ?
just something happened to Alicia when we went to ROMP!!!
some 1 said she stealing !
damn .... stupid worker ..
after sp .. we go back to puchong..
makan tat shabu shabu ?
lol.. idk the shop name ..
but .. thx Alicia For treating me..
we had a lots of fun there.. 2 and an half hour chit chat there..
lol..
Alicia.. next time make sure the mushroom din not fall when u going to eat it..
LOL..
SUPER FULL!!!
we ATE alot alot of F O O D !!
we HAD alot alot of F U N !!!!
thx Alicia Ooi for everything.. LOVE ya.. <3

BookAlicious ! hahaha !!!Pictured by Alicia during Shabe Shabu
this pic look better( another 1 pls do keep secretly or delete ) XDDD

love??

2011-07-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

im still wondering .. why people , i mean couple or life partner would like to argue when she/he did something that u dislike.. argue for asking her to change?
or u will feel better after argue..
how you will be if she/he leave u ? and u will be alone until u 50/60 ?
JUST because the small thing u dislike.. and u have to being alone until 50/60!
suck a stupid logical ?
hahaha.. u might think tat u might get another guy/girl .. or better one..
how sure are u that u can get another 1?
please do think bout future .. love your boy/girl friend , wife/husband with your heart ..
hope everyone will sweet until the end of the world ..

Alicia Ooi

2011-07-14T09:25:00.001-07:00

Alicia Ooi ? You don't know about her ? Are you serious ? Come on ..
Ok.. fine.. let me tell you everything I know about Alicia Ooi..
1st of all .. please look at the picture above .. the pretty girl attractive right ?
She is the main character i going to tell you now .. Alicia Ooi.
She is a female ( in case you do not know bout it ). She is 18 ( the best age for couple )
BUT too bad for you all , cause she already is my life partner and don't try to break it .
because your neck gonna break by me too like how u do . Alicia Ooi . look at her name . start from A
. of coz in class must be the 1st placed . study is A class student . her result ? better don't ask. if you get hurt enough by others !
She treat everyone kindly , friendly and lovely . EVEN to ONLINE friends.
She does think for others before herself.
she have a great grandparents that love her with their life
and 1 younger brother and 2 younger sister .
YES !! she is eldest !!!
so don't mess with her.
you should know eldest in family member's temper is not as kind as u think.
she might look nice to bully and joke around.. but never ever mess with her and challenge her .
you will regret once u did that..

SHE CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND , OR YOUR WORST ENEMY !!!

sunway pyramid

2011-07-12T11:20:00.000-07:00

12/7
she drove to my house with her 558 ..
then i drove wira and bring her go subang .. since she going to show me where is the parking i should park my car during my college ...
awww subang is JAM.. wtf..
take a long time to reach there.. after she showed me .. we went to sunway pyramid ..
ermm .. ate our so called tea time.. haha..
then we shopped .. i just keep go in sport shop.. sorry my dear... next time i follow u go in everyshop.. even is BRA shop.. ><
drove back from sunway pyramid to old town .. just 10 min .. haha.. thanks for those car open lane for me.. aligator..
when i reach home.. she going back le.. i trying to draw a LOVE shape at her car window.. but she pretend dunno .. jahat la u ..
btw.. thx for today my dear... LOVE YOU .. maucks

mv mv

2011-07-10T20:16:00.000-07:00

went mid valley yesterday .
1st picked up weng yee at old town . then went to pick up my Alicia .
and im the driver of the day .. hehe.. i am a person that love people drive me..
but whenever i with her.. i wish i can drive her so she can relax..
at mid valley finding parking . that is the moment i hate the most in driving..
its all full parking.. damn hard we only found 1 of it..
went to clinique there after parking..
they both go had their make up and photoshop .. and i just sitting side and see ..
a person with make up is look more attractive and more pretty than without it .
love Alicia's look after make up .. look so mature .. pretty make up plus curly hair...
i had took few picture with my phone .. hehe..
after clinique .. went sushi king with Alicia to have our LUNCH ..
we went to shopping after lunch ..
she fall in love to a shoe . NIKE BLACK..
its nice ! really nice ..
will get it after she work next week .
DRIVE HER back .. <3
with her whole day .. so happy .. hehe
love 10/7/2011

love Alicia.. muacks

transformer3

2011-07-04T08:48:00.000-07:00

woke up at morning... quite early.. tot alicia went to hospital v her grandpa..
so smsed her and let her know i woke up .. but she no reply .. tot she busy ...
until 11.30 .. she suddenly sms-ed and said she just woke up .. haha..
prepared.. drove to ioi .. while driving.. idk why i cant concentrate in driving.. mayb sport too much nowadays and body started feel tired..
after reach ioi .. meet her and we went mcdonald to have GCB tgt..
after mcd.. we walking around to visit shop . i felt something wrong to me.. i feel out-of-myself ..
so i went to toilet to wash my face.. but i still cant concentrate..
just try my best to forcing myself to become normal.. while waiting for the movie.. she told me tat is her 1st time watch 3d movie.. after go in the movie hall.. she keep said tat the 3d spec very blur.. haha.. i felt tat too..
transformer 3 is an awesome movie.. fully rate !!!
especially watch it with 3d..
after movie.. we walked around and we bought milk tea pearl from GONG CHA.. nice ..
i drove her to tesco and byebye to her..
thx ALICIA for the day.. LOVE YOU ..
muacks.. <3

some thing bout myself

2011-06-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

i write this is for more understanding myself and trying to figure out the different of myself. First , Let me introduce myself . I'm a 18years old boy , called Loh Yoon Hee aka gou lou ( tall man ) . People will call me as GOU LOU because I'm tall person . my height is 189cm and weight is 95kg. I have a happy family , staying with my small family . My parents is caring me perfectly and my only brother protect and help me whenever i face problem. We rarely have argument cause we care and love each others . I'm a lazy person but when i do the thing i interest , I'll feel energetic and never get bored of it , example , play basketball , hear music , eating nice food and sleep at my own bed. I love to play basketball , i started my basketball life when I 13years old and I never feel bored of playing it . Basketball always make me feel the important of teamwork and leadership . I'm a very bad temper person , easy get angry , i hate myself cause of this and i wish i could change myself to a better temper person , so my family , my friends won't repel me . My college life is going to start very soon . Hope everything will be fine and goes well . Hope to get more friend there so i won't be alone =)

2011-06-20T12:48:00.000-07:00

farewell to everyone after these 17days ...
especially to my alicia..
i noe u damn sad cause i going back there
im sorry.. hope u will be okay.. i will miss u badly..
wait me back .. i will be back asap to your side ..
i love you wifey ..

1 to 1

2011-05-11T22:52:00.000-07:00

ytds i watched 1 video..
the guy said..
happy and sad must 1 to 1..
it mean.. if u happy , u will sad..
the more u feel happy , the more u feel sad..
when u feel happy .. try to forget bout the sad..
when u feel sad... try to think tat u happy be4 or u will happy soon
the person who feel happy.. cause they felt sad.
the person who feel sad.. cause they felt happy .
when u sad.. dun keep inside the heart..
cause happy is coming...
when u happy.. dun say sad thing..
appreciate the happy ...

sharing

2011-05-04T02:51:00.000-07:00

having a girl fren , do not mean i have to change my personality to wat she dream too.
but is sharing everything i have. share what i see , what i hear , what i touch and what i feel .
if she willing to see , hear , touch and feel it..
never ever go find others.. cause she is the one and only one u needed.

2011-05-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

PD!!!

2011-04-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

came to port dickson for my driving lesson and now waiting for driving test..

monday !!! my driving test.. lol... feel nothing.. hope everything okay ..

after get my P oli come back pj.. awwwww...

pj. i miss u badly.. and of coz.. i miss my Alicia.. hahah

at here.. hungry everyday .. eat all unhealthy food..

MOM!!! i miss your cooking.. when i home.. i seriously will say this to u mom

!!!

from 1st day came here.. i start my flu .. follow with eye pain , cough , running nose, headache.. until now.. haven get a recover.. everytime i come.. sure will like this.. haiz..

pray for me !!!! i wan a better health..

NS!!!!! 17th may.. hahah.. speechless for it.. reli speechless.. dunno wat to say ..

at pd.. i learnt something..

tat is.. no 1 in this world.. tat u could fully trusted ..

cause.. everyone will think bout themselves be4 u ..

idk

2011-04-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

trying to make her feel happy ..
trying to care bout her..
i reli worry bout her
but idk how to show out .. and
it mess up , we fight..
im sorry to u .. i wish i could keep back all the words..
but the fact is .. cant
hope i would do it better next time when i showing it to
..
i miss u .. i do listen to u .. i look at the sky..
i reli do miss u ...

learning driving..

2011-04-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

driving reli not fun.. ==
but still will force myself to get P
side parking.. lol.. always sei 4 .. not fun.. everyone looking at me when sei 4
3 point turn.. the easiest thing.. hahah..
naik bukit.. not sei 4 then stop salah place.. haha..
cham lo cham lo.. at pj more SIEN
wan mom teach.. she dun1.. and talk alots.. walao.. have to back pd and learn by myself..
fine lo.. have to be big boy jor..
stopped my dragonica game. and wanna say NO .. to all online game..
time to back to real life.. even thought online game reli fun.. but it still cant give me the real life..
feel tat i spend too less time to her..
SO !!! ALICIA !!! LISTEN UP !!!! i gonna be the one chat with u 24 hour now.. hahhha..
i gonna disturb u 24 hour.. XD muahahhahahahhahaa

going to take result lu

2011-03-22T12:47:00.001-07:00

haha.. 6 more hour.. good luck to everyone.. good luck

sien

2011-03-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

sien ar sien ar... doing nothing everyday ... phone sudah spoil.. MORE SIEN!!!
wan call her oso cant..
she not feeling well.. worry worry**
hope she can feel much better and get well SOON..
pray for my dear.. <3

the special blog for her

2011-03-06T10:01:00.001-08:00

http://yoonandsher.blogspot.com/

valentine

2011-02-22T09:20:00.001-08:00

valentine day had past for 1 week
and i now only post it out.
this is my 1st valentine's day.
and she is the 1st one..
early morning.. i cook spaghetti for her..
and i arrange it to a heart shape.. it really take my time.. hmmm
but prepare. i took bus to ioi.. meet her there.. we had spaghetti together there..
after tat we decide to go mid valley to watch movie..but when we reach there.. cinema queue is long
so we took bus to sunway .. walking around there.. and we had some icecream at baskin robin..
super sweet when eating with her.. after tat we took taxi back to ioi and watch movie there..
we watched all well end well..
laugh non stop.. hehe.. the show damn funny.. then after movie.. we went to bbq plaza have our dinner.. we are so hungry.. and keep cook of each others.. <3
she went back home after dinner.. cause today is her brother danny birthday too.. so she have to go celebrate ..
today is the nice day.. i love it.. and happy valentine day!

realize

2011-02-17T05:51:00.001-08:00

i realized
when i with you , i no need any entertainment
when i with you , i no need my phone
when i with you , i no need all my game
when i with you , i no need anything..
but you, i need you
u gave me a thing tat no 1 can give..
u give me your love
u give me your time
.
i feel worry-less when i with you
.
im happy that you are the 1st girl celebrate with me when valentine day.
thx Alicia ooi.. i love you

2011-02-10T23:32:00.000-08:00

im sorry to you tat i have done tat to you .

i break the promise and hurt you

im sorry tat i break the promised i said to you

i m not a good bf

i m the person hurt you the most

im the person make u tears everynite

im so sorry bout all of this

blame all on me .

cause i noe its all my fault

thx you for loving me so perfectly

the love u giving me , make me feel so perfect

but some time i just did something tat hurt u

i trying to do everything to you . EVERYTHING

i fear when i leave u for 3 month , no 1 do all these to you

no 1 would treat u eat , movie , sing k and accompany u wherever you wanna go .

u always asked me to stop doing all these for you , u said me crazy insane

but i just cant stop doing all these , cause you are the person i love

hope the good i do for you can make u feel happiness till the 3month finish .

2011-02-10T23:12:00.001-08:00

sec by sec , min by min , hour by hour , day by day , month by month ,

i still have to face the truth .. i have to go for PLKN .

and have to leave the world i use to be for 3 month and go to another world tat i never be in be4.

wat will happen when i inside there? last year when i noe i been chose . i feel nothing . but i duno why . now i feel so worry bout everything i have to leave .

will everything changed when i back ?

2011-01-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

working problem is really alots.. and its hard to solve..
the problem come without warning.. the problem come without timing..
i solving those problem by myself.. and i do not lets others noe bout it..
i do cover the problem with my smile.. smile to everyone.. they will feel no worry to me..
i realize i had grow up .. not body size.. but my mind.. getting more mature..
day by day.. i will keep growing up.. thx for everyone supporting me.. and caring me..
thanks for being myside..
tears ? sorry.. u wont help me anything.. so i do not need u .. !!!!

nowadays

2011-01-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

working time reli fuck me up.. make me need to wake up early and sleep late.. i dun even have much times chat with her.. we have time to chat.. but not reli enough .. for me.. have gave the resignation letter to area manager.. she keep take us like iron man.. but i still have to work for another half month ... hope the times can past fast..
10-1-11.. i went ioi after i end my work.. bought donuts from apple donuts and delivered to ioi mall .. can see tat she is tired.. honestly.. i reli hope i can help her work.. i dun mind standing for 24 hour a day for her..
11-1-11.. i went ioi again.. had lunch with her at mcd.. when i looking at her face.. i had the same feeling as yesterday.. i reli dun1 she feel tired..

now is 14-1-11.. we have same day off .. but cant meet each others .. she have to attend a cousin wedding located at Johor .. reli far from me ..hope she can online at there and video call with me.. i reli do enjoy our video call..
nowadays she is tired.. and always fall asleep during VC with me..
but i love to seeing her sleeping.. i just can stare at the video call for 1 hour without doing anything and moving.. she are really pretty .. and she is one of the person i dun1 to lose in my life..

2011-01-07T18:06:00.001-08:00

went out with her yesterday .. we go sing k ♥
i miss her so much.. feel so happy when she appear in front me...
and gave me 2 slap like how she always do .. =)
she is slimmer .. haiz.. sure get bully when working..
hope working time can pass faster... then i can video call with her when I'm home..
keep thinking her when i working.. think non stop..
age changed .. lots thing changed too.. we always cant meet always like last year already ..
no more meet be4 tuition... no more mamak , mcd at old town .. no more teaching each other study..
but i believe this year we could find others activity to replace all of it.. now only starting of this new year..
still got long way to go .. we will hold each other hands and walk till the end..
i love you Alicia

helpless

2010-12-06T08:43:00.000-08:00

to my alicia... i know nowadays u need to stand strong and facing those problem with non-stop coming..
im sorry ... im your bf but i cant help u to solve those problem at all..
but i will do as i do .. accompany u always . be with u always.. hear your heart . be your Fire extinguisher when u angry.. be your GUARD ALWAYS...
i will always here with u !!!!

10 10 10 10

2010-12-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

Happy 10 monthsary to my baby dear..

this might is the worst monthsary for u .. since we both still in exam month ..

so hope u understand.. i will ganti balik to u when u finish your spm..

all u need to bring is your body and your love..

i will make your day ! trust me for this time.. i sure wont kuai lan kuai lan..

ermmm.. last month said jor geh thing this month i dun1 say.. hehe..

just wanna tell u tat..

be with me..

i will give u undeniable happiness... unbreakable protective .. unlimited laughter ... unimaginable drama.. unstoppable love ..

k la...since u sleep jor.. i oso sleep early.. if u wan more sweetness.. ask from me .. i will give u face2face.. bye to my baby dear.. muacks... ♥

2010-12-02T08:39:00.000-08:00

in a small castle , living a Princess
she look like an angel and cute like a doll.

outside of the small castle , standing a guard
the guard stupid but loyalty , strong but rude.

princess love to go out when the run rise.
the guard will follow the princess to where she wanna go .
when princess go for a shopping , the guard will help her carry everything .
when princess hungry, the guard will buy princess' favorite food to princess.
when princess want to watch movie , the guard will accompany her .
when princess want to pay for anything, the guard will ask princess keep back and pay for princess.
when princess have problem , the guard will stand up and help princess .
when princess feel sad, the guard will changed to clown and do funny movement to make princess smile.

the guard always make sure the princess sleep tightly be4 the guard get some rest
the guard always wake up be4 princess , because the guard scare princess feel alone when she wake up be4 the guard.

after a couple of time , the guard had became the prince for princess. but the prince is still doing the same thing as prince did when he still a guard .

ioi

2010-11-26T17:45:00.001-08:00

hkl came to my house at early morning .. and we planned to go study at library .. suddenly dear woke up and said tat she late wake up and missed the chance to come... so i suggested go library find some place and study.. hkl agreed with it cause he can go back home easily from puchong.. reach puchong and makan there while waiting my dear arrive .. after she reached , we go ioi tgt..
1st , we went to starbuck and sit.. but the table is too small so we changed to otwc .. after we settle down our backside , we realize the air con is like dead fish , so we changed again.. this time we went to sense cafe ... that place is super great... and we finally start our study at there... we study very serious.. but all killed by mathematics ... and we chat very crazy , keep laughing . when 530 , we 3 said good bye .. its a nice day ... <3

2010-11-10T10:25:00.000-08:00

the time now is 2.25am
im sleepy. but sum hee asked to wait his phone battery charged full and put at his side .
what i can do now?
she slept from 7.30pm
when 10.00pm i called her to wake up.. she sound tired and sleepy..
so she back to her dream land and continue sleeping until tml mayb..
exam ? trying not to talk about it..
today afternoon , i had a hair cut accompany by kok leong.. my hair right now is super short !
okay... ppl who wanna laugh had laughed .. so i reli dun mind wat they wanna talk about it..
its just hair... ppl wont like you bcoz of your hair... but your attitude ...
but? attitude ?
do my attitude is good ? i dun think so ...
bad words ... laugh at ppl .. this is wat i always doing...
i just hope she dun mind... others i dun care...
i have nothing else to say anymore... just screw my night by watching movie ...
good night ....

9 month

2010-11-04T20:26:00.001-07:00

reply to the BIG SECRET !!!

2010-11-03T10:19:00.000-07:00

i wondering she like to lean on me or hugging me? hmmmmm .. for me ...
i just like our distance is less than 50cm...

2010-11-02T04:03:00.000-07:00

nowadays always did the same mistake... tat is make her unhappy or angry..
mayb im too ego , stubborn , negative minded , hot and long temper...
im a person tat full of weakness
its hard for some 1 be with for so long .. and she did...
i always thinking why i so stubborn and ego.. just to get wat i wan ?
At another side , she is sad and unhappy for what i had done.
i think twice again.. the thing i wanna get or the smile appear from her face more importance for me?
i wondering when we just being together . how i make her laugh until stomach pain?
bcoz i noe her smile is most importance for me...
So i wanna be back the one care her more than myself !
Because she is the girl I LOVE .. and she is the only girl I LOVE

thx

2010-10-19T17:51:00.000-07:00

thx for everything u had done for me
thx for everything u had done to me..
i will appreciate everything u had done.. thx you

sorry

2010-10-11T07:22:00.001-07:00

when u did something wrong.. do u feel regret for wat u had done?
will u feel sorry ? will u feel bad in feeling and feel like wanna turb back the time?
BUT when u realize tat u cant turning back the time and u will do everything just to apologize
do person will always give the chance to apologize? sumtime.. no..
i just wanna say SORRY to her for i had turned bad temper and talk to her.. i feel so bad after tat... hope she can give me a chance to apologize ... i really hope she will be happy after all..

1 more week to go

2010-10-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

now is trials year exam for spm student... everyone look tired and stress everyday ...
still got 1 more week to go... must stay strong to continue all the exam ... must work hard.. since ppl put hope on me.. then i will take it very serious... good luck to myself on tml bio , chem and physics paper 3.. and also all science class student...

good luck to my baby Alicia for her tml EA test.. all the best ya.. i supporting u !

holiday

2010-09-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

its the end of this 2 week holidays.
this holiday i had changed my mind ..
try to understand my girl and care her with the way she want ..
i realize tat the most happy thing is not i get the thing i wan .. but i feel happy when her smile appear in front of me.. her smile can bright up my day .
so i had try all my way to make her happy .. do whatever thing that can make her smile . her smile make me feel that all the thing i do for her is worth .. no waste..
really wanna say thank you to her .. bcoz she love me lots.
but i can see her worry inside her eye. tat is exam (trials. )
she worry it every moment .. exam is really importance for me
she feel stress all the time.. hope i can be there help her..
but i cant .. bcoz i also facing the same problem..
hope we can FINISHED it together..

ALICIA !!! ALL THE BEST !!!

well. i think lots of ppl dun hv a nice holiday .. but i got my best holiday and i wish everyone i know have a nice last 1 hour holiday.. and have a good day in school ...
thanks Alicia.. i love you .. <3>

Piranha ?

2010-09-17T07:26:00.001-07:00

planned to watch movie today with my babe (ALICIA ) .. but yesterdays we haven make any decision between Resident evil : after life or Piranha ..
woke up at 8 by alarm just to accompany her in the morning ... but i keep babe also no ppl reply .. until 10 plus... then i noe she will skipped tuition edi .. pig pig ar..
was doing nothing when she tuition-ing .. until 2pm .. i only start to prepare myself..
went out 2.30 to meet my babe at mcd outside... took bus to mv .. she keep scare will meet her god mom at mv.. and meet alot fren at ioi ..
but i still FORCE her not to scare and go mv
..
we had bought the movie PIRANHA ..
makan mcd since she is so hungry bcoz she din eat anything since morning until afternoon..
after mcd we straight away go GSC .. i a bit worry tat we cant go in bcoz the movie is 18pl+
but i saw PRAVIN is working at the counter check ticket then i no worry edi..
when the movie start ... she started to scare edi ..
and keep pull my neck and shirt.. and hug me ..
ermmm.. now i noe why guy should bring their girl friend to watch scary movie...
hahaha.. feel so heng fuk..
after tat movie.. we took bus back to puchong..
i wanna tell my babe tat i reli okay and din feel sad tat u cant accompany me..
but something had happen inside my mind and my eyes ..
not good to say out..
and i wanna thanks my babe tat love me until today .. i feel so warm !!!

music

2010-09-16T11:08:00.000-07:00

i love music
i love to hear music
i love to sing the music
i love to sing the music i hear
..................................................
when i feel happy i hear music
when i feel sad i hear music
when i feel hopeless i hear music
when i feel tired i hear music
when i feel sleepy i hear music
when i alone i hear music
when i boring i hear music
when no1 talk to me i hear music
when i thinking of her i hear music
whenever wherever whatever i also hear music
music is my best fren tat never leave me alone..
music express my heart feeling..
i love music

2010-09-15T02:58:00.000-07:00

when life changed .. will ppl still remember wat they had promised to the closest 1 ? will ppl still remember where the place they came from ?

when ppl changed their life and they will always forgot wat they had promised to their family .. do u promised u parent tat they will care them and be with them forever ? but when u busy with your life .. u might forgot what they feel when u left them alone ... when you still a child , they are the one who accompany u always.. when they old , they hope you can be the one accompany them.. they just hope u could be with them.. care them from now on .. late better than none ..

red red red red

2010-09-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

today went mid valley with her.. and 3 others fren.. tat is WENG YAN , AMY NG and KHYE YENG..
was reached mid valley late than Alicia 2 min.. but its okay .. she wait me there.. we walk tgt to find 3 of them.

then me and Alicia went to red box 1st to book and find jeff ..we sang for few song then we go out sit and chit chat.. when we chit chat.. i was realized tat i had long time din buy her a stuff. so i lied her to go out buy some sweet .. then i was walk fast all the way to mid valley and i bought a purse from wild channel .. i like the purse from my 1st slight..its simple and looking nice just like her and its pink colour( her fav color) after that i go hinode shop get a box for the purse.. was thinking to get a card to her.. but i was in rush so no time to think wat to write .. im sorry .. will ganti balik.. one day..

when i go back there .. i put the box into her bag.. i noe she will angry .. and ya.. as i expected .. she did angry and very fire.. then she was calm down .. and she opened it.. i dunno she like it or not.. just hope she will like it.. i asked her to use it but she said wanna wait until CNY only use .. but i keep long gas until she used it .. hehe.. happy..<3

took bus back to puchong with her.. for her safety.. well malaysia is so dangerous especially night time.. saw her get in her mom car then i only feel much better.. when talking bus to oug.. i was thinking everything i did today.. and thinking tat i got did anything mistake to her or not..
i did mistake.. tat is accidently hit her hand with mic .. feel bad.. hope her hand will feel much better after i help her massage abit..

and i hope she will feel better after i helped her massage body.. hope she can feel much better and wont feel tired when tml tuition..

hoping for our next out.. but i know its far away from me.. since exam is here edi ..
but its okay.. the more hope i put the more happyness i will get..
thank you Alicia .. for accompany me today .. i love Alicia <3

love

2010-09-07T05:42:00.001-07:00

what will u do when love is fading away ? most of the people will give up their love ...
but why ?
when life is going down ? wat ppl will do ? give up their life ? no !!
most of the people will pray for better tomorrow ..
why cant lover pray for their relationship better in tomorrow ?
why they wanna give up the thing they love ? do life have no other choice ?
how bout the one got no lover ? do they have a choice ?
wish every lover appreciate their love and understanding wat meaning is love ..
and
wish every one who haven get a partner could get your ms or mrs right roon !!

6/9

2010-09-06T07:44:00.000-07:00

today is 6th sept .. i miss her ..
get to see her at mcd.. im so happy.. she is going to kuantan le..
far apart from me.. miss her badly..
this week we got no chance to meet each other.. but .. thx for internet..
so we both only get to see each other through video call.. hehe..
nowadays happen too many thing le.. but im trying to be mature to solve all the problem..
hope i could .. =)

u had gave me the chance

2010-09-05T10:51:00.001-07:00

u had gave me the chance..

but u said u confuse about it..

u confuse about the choice u made is correct or not..

i do feel sad 1stly .. but i knew i must do it..

so i had lecture her through phone call.

i think i did it. but she still confuse.. its okay..

i trust tat i can make her fall in love again ..

in this 3 days .. i had think over and over again

why lover do not think the way they think when they broke up..

why i do not think to change myself to suitable and make her happy when i with her..

i really feel regret.. tat i treat u tat way .. and now u gave me 1 more chance .. i will hold the chance nicely .. and love you with the way u love.. i happy when u happy.. bcoz u r my heart.. i love you

the day without u 3

2010-09-05T03:57:00.001-07:00

today is 5th of sept .. its our 7month anniversary.. but .. we already not tgt..
haiz.. i trying to make myself busy.. chatting.. gaming.. eating and drinking.. running around.. singing hearing..
BUT
i just cant stop thinking of u .. i miss your voice so badly .. thinking how could i did all these to you.. its all my fault.. babe.. pls come back to me.. i need you.. im sorry..
dun think tonite i can get to sleep again.. its okay.. i biasa with late sleep .. just i scare .. im lonely..
babe pls come back .. feel so sorry .. babe im so sorry .. i never meant to hurt u ..

the day without u 2

2010-09-04T09:18:00.000-07:00

wake up at 9 to play basketball.. long time din play jor.. whole body like rusting .. haiz.. reli need to work it out again ... im so fat.. sad...
after back home.. rest then on9 .. suddenly lucos call me .. to prepare to the party.. okay.. i prepare myself and go out find him.. wear superman shirt.. hehe.. like it <3
meet him at outside mcd there.. then we went to buy cake for choy hui and my brother..
done all prepare at 2
then we go neway put cake.. the girl say we can go in earlier .. then me and lucos sing for 1 hour while waiting them come.. choy hui and her bf come at 2nd.. followed with choon sien and YV .. then eugene , edwin and chris were came too.. after half hour.. lucos get sms tat my brother is coming .. so me , chris , eugene and edwin hiding inside toilet... when my brother come in .. it come out with happy birthday song and chris take the cake out.. and we sang song.. tat was the 1st time i see my brother STUN!!!
awesome.. hehe.. after awhile... lucos go out bring 2 choy hui fren and a cake to her .. bcoz her birthday just passed 3 days.. she KENA STUN just like my brother.. hahah.. fun fun.. then we had alot fun..
but i miss her every moment .. but i cant show out.. i must be strong.. ><
after neway .. went ss2 murni with brother for makan .. haha.. nice nice.. miss ther so much.. i love you still taste nice for me.. even i ordered it everytime i went there..
reach home 9 plus.. called her.. haiz.. im fail again.. sorry ..
hope i can do it better ..

the day without you 1

2010-09-03T06:32:00.000-07:00

ytds .. u asked break.. and i was cried in front u .

u asked me to give u time.. sorry .. i keep forcing.. i will give u time ..

today is sej trials.. was tried to study at mid nite.. but i fail.. nothing get in to mind..

wake up early morning as usual to find u on9.. but we din webcam le.. i miss you

while walking to bus stop and hearing song.. suddenly phone random play 周杰伦-说了再见.

my tears is coming out .. but i stopped it.. haiz..

reach school.. try to stand strong.. when sejarah paper start.. i cant concentrate my mind.. and all i do is thinking of u .. i miss your face..

went to mid and ioi .. just to walk walk .. and get back my memory . i miss all the memory we had..

1st day i live without you.. hope u could back to me.. i still love you

a love letter

2010-08-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

wrote a love letter to her .. almost get see by her while im writing.. but lucky i had covered it.. after she left .. i finished it fast and find her to pass the letter to her... just to hope a love letter can show my feeling to her.. show how important she is in my heart !!!
just wanna tell her tat i love her..

22/8

2010-08-22T08:44:00.001-07:00

today went mid valley with my babe lisher .. decided to watch movie.. leehom 1.. not bad.. rate 3.5/5
after bought the movie ticket only say wanna go sing k .. sorry babe.. din get to go.. promise you , i sure bring u go asap...wait ya.. when go GSC for movie , our movie is at hall 6.. she sms-ed yeelein.. they also watch the same movie.. but they go in hall 9 .. they terbalik the movie ticket.. haha.. after movie , we head to kim gary eat ... after ordered .. yee lein and her fren had joined us after had hair cut... we keep watever .. hahah... watever = dunno.. XD
had teman her back to tesco.. end of the story....
thx babe lisher for your day.. i enjoyed it.. love it.. muacks.. love you always....

2010-08-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

today get called by teacher .. bcoz i m so lucky get chosen to nasional service.. well.. i did said its all doesn't matter for me.. but it was last year.. be4 i have her.. this year when i get chosen . i feel so upset.. even now i still feel it.. bcoz i dun1 leave her alone.. and ya. she scare i will get naughty and go kao others girl .. i un ... i can promised her that i wont.. i promised.. and i wish that stupid 3 month wont make our relationship putus so got problem.. hope and praying hard.. god bless...

2010-08-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

i dunno how to love a person ..

我不配

2010-08-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

Never give up

2010-07-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

The sky is dark and it's drizlling. Walking on a dark long street alone. Cant seen any end for this street. While walking , there is full of voice of laugh , tears. I'm afrair of the feeling of lone. But i know i must keep walking. And i know family , fren and her will always side by side support me. Never give up

The power of missing

2010-07-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with me? Just 2 day we din really meet each others . But the feeling is much stronger than ten years din meet a fren. I cant even imagine how i gonna survive in PLKN . This feeling can really make me lost all my concentration on education and my daily life activity . My mind is so weak, i cant even put her smiley face away from my mind. The feeling in my heart is so strong and weird. Make me feel down and take away the smile from my face. I miss her . .

2010-07-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

today she din come old town after school .. abit sad bcoz cant get to see her.. but she came to old town at 340pm.. and yeah.. i bought 100plus and Strepsils to her.. when she go up to tuition .. then i straight away take bus go mid valley .. just to get her DOMO-KUN pencil box.. when i come back to old town .. i waiting her finish tuition .. i wait her at watson outside. but tat time was heavy rain and strong wind.. the rain make my whole pant wet and shirt too.. when she get down from tuition i just pass her tat DOMO-KUN .. hehe.. hope she will like it..

2010-07-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

after i go PLKN .. all i scare is
no 1 call u wake up when u over sleep
no 1 call u when u upset
no 1 let u scold when u angry
no 1 listen to your story
no 1 video call with u until u sleep
no 1 hug u tight when u inside cinema
no 1 lecture u when u in trouble
no 1 ask u eat when u hungry
no 1 make joke to u
no 1 do stupid face to u
no 1 hold your hand when outing
no 1 buy stuff to u
no 1 ask u off light
no 1 ask u off comp
no 1 ask u go bed sleep
no 1 care how u wearing
no 1 remind where your hand should put
no 1 teach u how to use chopstick
no 1 teach u how to feed a guy
no 1 help u when u need help
no 1 accompany u when u take bus
no 1 treat u eat
no 1 accompany u go pay p1
no 1 chill u down when u mang
no 1 say love you
and no 1 always say im leng zai..

but i think there always got another guy will do all these for me to u ..

2010-07-16T07:09:00.001-07:00

i kena PLKN.. its a reli unlucky happen to me..
bcoz i dun wanna leave her alone here.. haiz..
how la.. must go leh.. sad.. miss her..

2010-07-03T00:34:00.000-07:00

u might know how pain is my leg , but u will never understand the pain inside my heart.
i bet everyone also sprained their leg before. and u all cant stand for the pain and cant move the leg. i wanna walk as fast as possible because i dun1 miss my tuition class. i paid for it. and its expensive. i beside that i dun1 get treat like OKU , my parents worry me from day till night everytime i sprained . i dun1 go see doctor is because i dun1 waste money and doctor will give a longer time treatment for my leg, so i trust myself. im sorry tat i made u worry and hurt when i bad mood. i just wanna stand up and walk like normal so i could walk out from my house and go see u . tats all i hope. sorry for everything i done

bad bad day

2010-06-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

its a bad day for me.. skip everything about school time.. because its reli suck..
story start when school finish .. i had made a competition basketball.. and i got joined too..
today played with kelvin group .. i had injured my ankle while i tried to land after did a jump shot.. but i accident stepped on kelvin foot and i felt down while lost my balance bcoz of my leg get sprained.. i cant even stand up.. i reli wanna stand up to play .. bcoz i invited gregory yam and ken joe join my team.. so i wanna bring them to stage to get medal.. but .. i had failed .. i tried to stand.. but the pain in my ankle make me cant walk and even stand.. so my team had disqualify . damn sorry to gregory and ken joe . and also kelvin yap ( for i cant continue the game ) sorry to u 3.. i cant walk at all after the sprain .. this is my 1st time i cant walk after sprain.. cant even stand ... haiz.. then until half of the competition be4 final , benjamin PHONE LOST ! its a bad case. and he is so emo after tat.. haiz.. but the competition still on.. i cant stop it .. sorry to everyone.. and thank to u all did your best on this competition .. congrat dexter, reuel and yewwing get champion , kelvin , weng keong and ikmal get runner, wai perng , benjamin and darren get 3rd place and lastly is adrian hong , ka lun and kah chun get 4th.. thx to gregory , reuel and haozhong for carry my side and walk to pandi makan .. thx.. i called mom come fetch me at school bus stop. i had walked to there by myself.. and i can feel an unspeakable pain inside my ankle.. and now i at home edi .. now the feeling is worst than ever.. i cant even walk 4 meter with tongkat.. haiz.. im useless jor.. reli hate hate hate!!!!!!!!

2010-06-28T07:49:00.001-07:00

people always said tat human is created by god. human life is control by god. everything also control by god. if this theory is correct then why human had be created? human is being so stressful everyday .
human get sick and feel painful and suffer, human dead and others being sad. couple love , they broke. peoples get hope and they disappointed. tears drop 1million litter per-day by sadness , painful and suffer. natural is getting unnatural. animal is getting no way to sleep , the sea is getting oily and no fish living, the weather is hotter and no bird wanna fly anymore. can some1 tell me again do all these is planned by god? can some one tell me what god is wanna to do ? i heard people said god planned everything ? i believe somewhere beside us got god. but i do not trust god will controlling our life. because human is the one who making decision to changing the world to the world that we living right now

holiday

2010-06-19T10:17:00.000-07:00

holiday is to rest ?
holiday is the time to sleep enough ?
holiday is the time for do revision?
i will never say this three line again when holiday come again..
all i know is holiday is the time to spend with the love 1 , holiday is the time who sleep late and wake up early for outing , holiday is the time we will never touch book ..
this holiday i spend most of my time with Alicia Ooi..
we mid valley we sunway pyramid
we sushi king we pizza hut
we happy-go-lucky we prince of persia
we sms we video call
we facebook we on call
we hug we kiss
we walk we hold hand
we take picture we pose
we ioi we redbox
we starbuck we singk
we take bus we take taxi
we joke we laugh
we pessi twist we ramly burger
we miss each other we love each other..

thx Alicia for the time u spend to me at this holiday .. u make it colourful
i love Alicia

2 week holiday..

2010-06-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

in this 2 week holiday .. all i can remember is this..

lovely day

2010-06-05T09:48:00.000-07:00

ytd was our 4th month anniversary ..
morning morning woke up and text her.. and i felt slept back.. lucky she text me again ..
we wear white long sleeve together without telling each other and planned ..
should take pan mee as lunch at my home .. but bcoz some thing happen .. so plan changed.. feel so bad..
we meet up at old town .. and took bus to Mid valley together..
firstly . we went to The Garden Mall : Signature GSC to buy movie ticket..
we bought The Prince Of Persia . it cost Rm48
then we went to Carefour . because she wanted to buy contact lens.. after that we saw a p1 stall .. we asked the guy where to pay the p1 stupid bill.. the guy suggest us to go jalan temple.. so we went there for pay the p1 bill.. then we went back to MV ..
after that .. we decided to go sushi king for lunch .. teach her to use chop stick ( got improvement , keep it up ya.. ) and she gave me ate the WASABI.. YUCK .. its taste Suck .. but not hot ..
spend alot time at sushi King .. and talk alot there..
after MAI TAN we walk around mid valley since we got more than 3 hour be4 movie.. we went to lower ground Mcd and bought Strawberry milk shake .. it taste nice.. we shared it and walk around ..
after that we went to SHILIN to makan the XXL crispy chicken .
all we know is EAT !!! haha.. she kena force to eat much by me.. and she complaining that she had grew fatter after couple with me .. hahahahhaha..
we went to cinema after SHILIN.. when movie started .. and i also started hug her . when movie ended and i still hugging her.. haha.. love the way we watch movie .. =)
after movie .. we decided to find place for DINNER ( eat again ) hahahaha
we wanted to eat at Sushi Zanmai , Carls jr , Pasta Zanmai , and alot restaurant more. but all fulL !!!! FULL!
we walked 1 and a half hour just to find a restaurant to have our dinner..
finally .. we had our dinner at Pizza hut. ordered too much .. and she need eat alot again... i confirm that we will gain weight after today..and we had some talk at PH .. love it ...

LOVE escalator very much ..
LOVE today very much
LOVE ALICIA OOI !!!

4month

2010-06-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

guess wat ? already 5ht of june wei.. its 1st day of school holiday.. but do i care about holiday ?
all i care is about my DEAR ( ALICIA OOI )
today is our 4th month anniversary .. wat i gonna do to her later when meet ?
i got no idea too.. since the previous day is examination day .. rushed for study until no time to plan about it.. but still hope i can make the sudden plan success again..
that day heard she said about 2pm guy very hot and got alot nice muscle..
well.. im not tat stupid and slow .. i get the HINT from her.. i will keep do more build up for her.
but i promised i wont get injure ..
btw.. happy anniversary to us and happy holiday to everyone..

i love you dear .. muackksss

2010-06-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

went to library with her today..
im so tired bcoz not enough sleep for everyday..
went there after makan at carrot .. vincent , quinee , dexter and reuel also there..
en tao = handsome
funny sia..
after makan.. walk to library .. i had told her the most surprising birthday celebration..
shhh.. dun tell other .
the library is so so so noisy ..
but just for awhile.. hehe
i tried to sleep .. but its cant.. well she beside me.. hehe
tried not to disturb her.. but still did disturbed her..
sorry oh..
after all.. i had a nice nice day with her.. thx .. muacks..
i love her forever .. everyone pls tell her tat i love her !!!

2010-05-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

honestly . i cant wait for the next moment tat i would spend with u ..

i cant wait to be with u forever.. and of coz.. i cant wait for this saturday ... i will try my best to plan it and replace the last month 5thmay.. tat is bcoz u at hospital oh.. haiz.. now think back feel like wanna cubit yr ass as hard as i could .. i asked u to take care de ma.. haiyoo.. nvm la.. from now on i wont asked u to take care edi .. bcoz i gonna take care u all by myself .. chemistry paper 1 and 2 was screwed it up .. 100% failed.. haiz.. nvm .. the coming paper .. i dun care anymore.. haha.. but still will sleep late for accompany you oh.. add oil k .. dun give up .. miracle always happen..

SWEET HEART X 117 days

a sudden and success out

2010-05-28T09:51:00.000-07:00

today is wesak day .. school holiday.. but still in exam month.. so not planned to out ..

she had some quarrel with her family .. so i asked her to out for relax..

we spend half hour to decide wat to wear .. its funny .. hehe

we meet at mid valley .. went to meet brenda ng .. and 2 girl ? haha duno 3 of them at all

haha..

after tat we decide to watch movie.. but full at mid and garden also lot of ppl .. went to sunway makan .. ahha.. rain leh.. alot cats and dogs fall from the sky..

we walk here walk there.. until 7 then we go gasoline makan dinner.. well.. called 2 drink and 1 set tat included drink . so there got 1 food with 3 drink .. hehe .. spend 2 hour at there .. had fun , joke , sleep on my shoulder , camwhore and laughter .. hehe

took bus back puchong oh.. she slept on my shoulder and i hug her .. i love the feeling so much ..

today we did nothing but its still very nice and took over 100 pic .. hehe . i love you .. muacks..

SWEETHEART X 114days

love you forever .. DLD

2010-05-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

[c=31]shersher[/c] says:

love means that :
need him every second
think of him every moment
missing his smile
missing his hug
wanna hug him
sad when saying bye
happy when u saying hi
worry when he is down..sick..or in pain
happy when he is happy
sad when he is upset
laugh when he laugh
accompany him when he needs you
cheer him up when he is sad
advice him do good things
shut up when he is angry
understand him when he got problem
understand his feeling
fully support him in whatever he do
him =yoonie
describe by = lisher
lisher+yoonie=love

Yooniee luv shersher says:

hehe
i love you dear
thx

reply.. thx

2010-05-25T11:38:00.001-07:00

thx for telling me all this..
thx for asking me to study when i lazy to study ..
thx for teaching me how to love a person
thx for teaching me how to appreciate a person that treat me good
thx for being angry and asking me to stop when i getting insane
thx for smiling to me when i need it
thx for accompany me when i mood down
thx for holding me when i down
thx for caring me when i sick
thx for trying yr best to understand me well
thx for understanding me tat i reli need
thx for being the one i hug
thx for being the one i kiss
thx for being the one i love
thx for everything u had done to me...
i love you ..

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

2010-05-25T05:26:00.000-07:00

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

im sorry

2010-05-25T02:51:00.000-07:00

i reli sorry about how i treat u just now.. i just dun like u being busy .. reli sorry ..
bcoz just now i reli need u .. i feel so sick .. and bcoz of exam i oledi no mood... so i need yr accompany ..
but i dunno u busy about tat paper.. i had throw my temper to u . i feel so bad right now.. reli hope u forgive me and un me this time.. i hate exam. not bcoz of stress.. is bcoz we cant meet like usual.. haiz.. hope exam week pass .. i miss u ..

2010-05-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

well.. im reli tired nowadays.. and going to sick.. headache 99
haiz.. tml is add maths exam.. and i still chilling like tml no school..
the eyes already small enough .. now its getting smaller .. damn ..
nowadays reli enough with her .. we study tgt .. we see each other through msn ..
we talk .. we play .. we do stupid face.. hehe.. she make my day .. reli ..
oh well.. after this exam ... its 5june right .. guess wat.. its our 4month anniversary ...
i got alot plan .. but bcoz economy problem.. so i canceled alot plan from my mind.. but i will try my best to save money now.. hope she will enjoy tat day .. btw..
we both also sick le.. pray to her.. hope she can recover well 1st. muacks..

SWEET HEART X 109
love you forever.. hehe.. muacks

2010-05-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

now is 1.10 pm .. 22may.. weather very nice .. rain just stopped..

just finish had my lunch with HER at my house.. cooked by my mom .. fried rice..
she washed the plate by automaticly.. after tat my mom had a talk with her..
i asked her to use hokkien to talk . then my mom said " u scare no chance to use hokkien to talk with her ar?" ( i think my mom is trying to mean tat they both can meet each other again ? and not just 1 times ? haha )
my mom so geng. hahahahahah

2010-05-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

she started biasa with my sweet talk le.. cham cham.. she said " yau lai " mean AGAIN ?
haiz.. jia lat lor wa...
try 1 week dun1 tell her those sweetness... see she will biasa or not.. hahah...
exam 3 week.. sien lan dou...
wan out also cant.. she busy study.. lucky still can meet her , sms , msn and on call with her.. if not i will TOTALLY MAMPUS! good luck in exam ya
nowadays teaching her to tam me when i angry.. she dunno how to tam ppl 1 la.. always i tam her.. jia lat lo me... haha.. but never mind.. i love her .. this is my job.. ^^
i love her!! yes !! i love my dear..
DLD !!!
darl love dear.. hehe..

SWEET HEART X 103 !!!

2010-05-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

hate myself so much .. always hurt the person i love ..
why im so fking useless... teach me how to love the person i really love..
but not to hurt.. i know i cant hurt myself to pay back .. it will make her more sad and hurt..
all i wan to do is care her more.. and throw away my fking stupid bad temper ..
im sorry !
i love you ..
im love you ..
im loh yoon hee and i love you
im a stupid loh yoon hee and i love you
im a stupid loh yoon hee and i love you so much
im a stupid loh yoon hee and i really love you so much
im a stupid loh yoon hee and i really love you alicia so much

100?

2010-05-15T10:31:00.000-07:00

100 ? yes today is our 100days !!!
haha.. i dunno why i feel nothing about 100days
its too less edi ? haha... then we celebrate when we 10000days k ?
next plan ( next out) :
5june ( saturday)
its the day just after exam.. and its our 4th month .. hehe
must out with u .. go makan sushi king( i wan eat wasabi this time)
then go sing k ( wan to hear yr singing voice)
after tat.. is watch movie la ( can hug u wor... hehe.. )
..
hope this plan reli reli on and success.. pray hard..
btw .. thx dear for loving me 100days ya.. muacksss..hope yr exam also 100 ya

SWEET HEART X 100days !!!!!!!!!!!!

to you

2010-05-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

sorry .. its hard to express the feeling at sms.. or even face to face ..
yes.. i admit im balls-less ...im an idiot . im bad/short temper
1st-ly.. im sorry tat i asked u to see here.. bcoz i think u read at here will better
..
2nd sorry .. tat i reli bad temper nowadays and keep judge u ..
3rd sorry .. i make u down and sad .. and i think i make u no mood to study ba.. sorry

dear.. i m too rude le.. mayb tat is my attitude .. i din mean to hurt u ..
just now i sit alone at the dark corner .. i think back the sweetness moment between us..
do u still remember the 1st out of us.. its 7feb ..
we watched toothfairy .. and i hold yr hand while we walk to the cinema .. im so tension and my hand was sweating all the time.. when i accompany u wait bus.. we give each other our hug .. tat is our 1st hug.. and i keep ask u wait for the other bus.. i make u late back home oh.. sorry
still remember the march holiday ma? the whole week also is yr birthday ..
and u came to my house for 8am huh .. right ?
im bad brother.. i asked brother go fren house over nite the nite before.. bcoz i noe u will sleep at home 1st oh.. and remember the sunway lagoon ma ? your 17 birthday.. sorry .. i cant be strong enough to bring u go secret and get a cake.. im too soft le..
remember the day we out .. and we watched 2 movie at the garden ma? tat is 1st time for us to go in garden cinema.. we both sesak at the 1st.. stupid right ? inside cinema .. we hug and kissed each other ... i love the way we watch movie.. i hugging u and watch .. make me feel perfect .. even the movie is boredness. after tat .. our eye also buta le oh.. tired oh ..
i said so much bcoz i wanna tell u tat.. i din forget all the moment we used to be tgt ..
pls dun ask me will regret or not..
from 5feb 2010 tat day start .. until now.. until future dunno which day ... i also wont regret..
bcoz i reli love you .. tml is our 100days le.. we stop fighting ba.. ok ?
hate it.. i make my key board wet again ... my tears always drop..

2010-05-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

nowadays i counsel her too much ?
telling her wat i wan
how to trust the love
how to make the relation everlasting

DEAR ! i saw yr blog !
DARL LOVE DEAR !

I MISS YOU TOO !!!

SWEET HEART X 99 !!!